Stay up late for WL HW.

I don't like writing

Whenever i start to write

my head, my brain

become EMPTY.

I hate to be empty.

Why, why, and why.

I don't know.

Should I stay up even LATER

to finish this assignment?

I don't know.

Maybe, maybe i should go to bed...

Since i am already late, already empty, already wore-out

And its already really late.

At the edge of the cliff.

I really don't deserve this why why why why why why why why why why why why???
For a thousands of times I thought about to endure endure, but they see me as a stupid ass.
I don't know, don't know what should I do?
I just dont know what I did is wrong. Be honestly I don't think i did anything wrong.
I told them I dont wanna to stay at this family anymore, because i know they would ask me to do be friendly with her which I dont even to look at.
Homeless, homeless, homeless, homeless, homeless.
始终，还是自己一个人。
世界这么大，却找不到我的家。。。